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A Before and After

Sadly, this wasn't my lowest weight--I wouldn't have let someone take my photo then... but I starved myself, vomited, and over-exercised myself well below 80#, at 5'6".  The battle may be with the number, but the disease isn't determined by that.  Unfortunately, many people suffering from an eating disorder may appear normal or above whatever is considered a healthy weight.  I still have irrational thoughts--I will never be cured.  I wouldn't wish an eating disorder on my worst enemy, if I had one.  It is my hope that my story might help others before it's too late!

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